Why yall be giving so many reasons

You still, sitting at home homie what is the reason?

I cannot sit here with you, what’s the point to our reason?

Soon as I want something different, y’all treat it like treason

Still ima go

Ima Do what I know

What’s good for the soul?

Having control

The crown is heavy I know

The pressure is heavy I know

But some things I gotta forgo

I done gave up a lot

They done had me on spot

I was giving my time up

Thinking that they was my team

But I had the wrong line up

Putting in work, **** was lax

they on the recliner

I had to switch for the climb up

Realize that they was not fit for the climb up

Couldn’t rely much

On ****

They pushing agendas

That just doesn’t line up

Did for myself,

And they mad cause I’m one **** they couldn’t mind fuck

Say I’m compelled by my selfish desires

how else would I triumph?

Say my perspective is selfish

I’ll be the outlier

Not Sorry I’m biasedly wired

I use to just sit there in silence,

they cast their opinions

Like smoke in the air

Now I mask up

Socially distant

They all inconsistent

But seem persistent on not making difference

As soon as you get it they opportunistic, but couldn’t care less if you missed it

I seen it, you had opportunity

They Kept you away, the judge bang the gabble

You Got 7 years and they yet to pay penance

True story

Why yall be giving me so many reasons

You still, sitting at home homie I think that I know the reason

To kill all the roses before they’re in season (selfish)

I’ll me a solid, i’ll hop in the whip,

And spin off like a seasons

I heard to do things that’s never been done

Gotta leave where you come from

Let them observe from a far

Can’t please everybody when tryna evolve

They’ll keep you from finding resolve when your stuck in a stall

Like drivers passing by, you got your four way on

And nobody stops though you need a jump start

That’s when I started to walk

Gave me time to reflect

I still pay my respects

but some getting left in the dark

They ask where I’m at, I moved on?

Big stepping

connecting the dots like they stars

I’m Searching for Dawn

Like Robinson, keep moving forward

I pop now they singing the songs

Carving a path, pick the game all apart

I’m all in my bag, telling myself I just gotta work hard

See I know the price to be paid

So why I feel guilt when I stand in the shade

Stuck between hood and and the stage

Acting like crabs in barrel so shooting ain’t strange

Its awfully familiar this game that we play

Broken records on repeat everyday

See em going in circles

they trapped in a mazed

Surprised they amazed by these raps that made

Supplied with this fire, aint never been scared of the challenges that came my way

So if I choose me then Im choosing my fate

The one that was set for me

Now they wah check for

They was just all the way

Steering my fate, I ain't waiting on signs,

Elevate daily, got dreams on the line.

Losses ain’t losses, they lessons in time.

Focused on goals, I ain't stuck in rewind,

Ignore all the guilt, let it rest in my mind.

Seeing the truth, they just mad I ain't blind.

Heaven or hell? Either way, Im a climb.

So, fuck all the reasons, if it goes against what I believe in

You, sitting at home, for me that’s never been easy

When you’ve seen what I’ve seen, you choosing to die on that hill, I just cannot see it