If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

It was me, Nate, and MUSTY, paid the price 'cause they ain't let us in

If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

Would you risk it all? You born to ball! Oh, you ain't ready then!

I see this feeling of regret in the closest folks around me

I shoulda chose a different path, I coulda had a brand new Audi

I woulda this, I woulda that, but ain't no motion it's a wrap

See I don't like to speak, that's just me I move sonic speed

Vibin' on the beat, I be dreamin' off the codeine

A battle back forth between my vices, might disown me

I only trust my homies the rest of y'all the police

It get lonely, this what poppa told me and to keep it on me!

But I don't know too much about the man, Ma say he hardly that

I wonder what if we alike, I hope we not but just imagine

My dad that I grew I up to hate sometimes I think that we relate

But pride be a motherfucker, I'll never see him face to face

My momma tell me stories 'bout her momma that shit break my heart

It's traumas that got carried onto us, really don't know where to start

But pick a point and make it happen, and don't look back that's moving backwards

The best advice I got for ya so regret and doubt ain't hauntin ya

If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

It was me, Nate, and MUSTY, paid the price 'cause they ain't let us in

If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

Would you risk it all? You born to ball! Oh, you ain't ready then!

Damn my brother died that's why I'm stuck in the booth

21st birthday sat and cried in my room

And our last conversations something I hold onto

The words I live by til the day that I die

Had to get rich or die tryin while my momma's alive

The look of disappointment when she look in my eyes

I go to sleep to her cries, I swear it's different this time

I promise imma make it if you stick by my side

I miss the Sunday mornings cooking breakfast to the bird chirps

I was still asleep but you made sure to hit the church first

I remember prayers you would whisper right before bed

Always had my back, made sure I'm safe with angels you sent

Four dollars what you had left

Tryna figure out a newspaper or a loaf of bread

Just to feed your only kid

Gifted me the gift of life, you risked it all and sacrificed

Life can get uneasy, we had no choice but to pay the price

If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

It was me, Nate, and MUSTY, paid the price 'cause they ain't let us in

If I'm being honest, nowadays I kinda feel uneasy

Momma gettin' older, nights are colder, I got trouble sleeping

'Cause I ain't made it yet, these sleepless nights gon' get a M

Would you risk it all? You born to ball! Oh, you ain't ready then!