I could've died in a hotel, overdosed on dope, yeah, the devil on my coat tail

But my mom was prayin' harder, callin' on the Lord every time that my phone would go to voicemail

Everyone was callin' me to get drugs, no, I'm not their friend, I was just a plug

Everyone was callin' me to get high, to see where I was, to bring the supplies

I was so damn lost, you could see it in my eyes, yeah, it got hard to hide, yeah

Then I went to war with God, I forgot who I was, tried to do it on my own, in the end got burned

But this is what I learned, my losses turned to lessons from the world

All the difference from a woman to a girl

My testimony different, so listen to my words

I had nothin' left but the phone number to Heaven that was stuck inside my head

Too afraid to call, I do not deserve your love

There's nothin' I could do that would earn your love, your love

Leavin' messages like, "Hey, it's me again"

I know it's been a while and I know it seems I only come around when I need somethin'

I'm runnin' out of options this time, I really wish I could rewind

I need a fresh start before my life fell apart

I know this is a shot in the dark, so

Sendin' messages like, "Hey, I need a friend"

I know it's been a while and I notice that they only come around if they need somethin'

Everyone was callin' me to get drugs, no, I'm not their friend, I was just a plug

Everyone was callin' me to get high, to see where I was, to bring the supplies

It's the devil, here to cause trouble, I could never love you, you could never be that special

Why me, why now when I'm weak? Hollow is my heart on my knees

I really need somethin' to ease all this pain, I've been feelin' like this for days

It's a rainy day, let me take the pain away, we could run away and isolate, they don't like you anyway

You think it's funny? (Well, shut the fuck up, yeah)

You shut the fuck up, before I hang this phone up, I got one thing to say

I almost wasted my life and let it slip away

But my God saves, and after everything I did, I know He loves me anyway

And that'll never change

See, you gon' lose today, I once took my life and threw it away

So I will choose today, never goin' back to my old ways

I broke the chain, I broke the chain

I broke the chain, I broke the chain