Smith & gripped and reloaded (reload)

Paranoid cus I'm off them lines again

Seen the world change in a moment

Too far gone and I let it all happen

Off the drugs that ruined my home

When I let pill slip down my throat

Scaring off people that I held close by my side

My family worried I might die (I might)

Lost it all I can't find myself in the fog

Overthinking everything I've lost

And the pressure boils over the top

Fearing the end is closer than I thought and its sinking in

Everything you said is crumbling

With your image

Jaws buried in my skin, scars on my arm

From when you sunk your teeth in

And left me to bleed with my thoughts

And there's no point or reason to feel this way over you, it's everything that i've lost

But all this time you made me feel like it's not what you want

The tide is not giving up

The moon still keep its grasp no matter what, no matter the cost

Over the top, overthinking every thought (every thought)

Yeah, I can't believe you would do this to me (every thought)

When I was thinking we were all that's left (every thought)

In a world of hatred and misery (you're my every thought)

What we had I wish for a different end