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Roller Coaster
Hip-Hop/Rap
Roller Coaster was released on September 21, 2025 by FMXV/Big Napa Records as a part of the album Unique
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AlbumUnique
Release DateSeptember 21, 2025
LabelFMXV/Big Napa Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Billyboy Fitch
Billyboy Fitch
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Lyrics

I been fighting for years
Tryna make a better living, so why am I still here?
Given blood, sweat and tears, life's full of regret and fears
Cause I don't wanna grow to be like all the rest of my peers
Keep on grinding my gears, as I skirt and I steer
Look at life through my rear, it suddenly becomes clear
Cause I've been dancing with the devil, even bought him a beer
And now the motherfucker won't stop chewing my ear
I just need to confess, ain't no hope with this stress
It's like my soul is possessed and I don't know how to rest
I lose control of my head, I'm so alone, I'm a mess
Somebody guide me to the light because I'm hoping for death
Just tryna be a better person, but I can't stop stressing, hurting
When I'm at my best, I worsen, once again a quest for purpose
And I don't deserve this, but I don't wanna be worthless
I'm sick and tired of these burdens, that keep on burning and burning, and I just
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by these street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
So what does life really feel like?
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause every day I get older
I grow a little more colder, and I don't wanna start over
Just wanna feel like I'm at home and, yeh I just wanna feel closer
Cause we're up then we're down, life's just a roller coaster
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wondering what life really feels like
Take a deep breathe
As I'm walking through the valley of the shadow of death
Ain't no perfect picture, just see the life of a sinner
As I stare into the eyes of the man in the mirror
I just wanna know life really is
Cause this was never how I pictured it when I was a kid
I sacrificed so much shit, just so that life could be bliss
But I'm still fighting for this, sick of the life that I live
I been feeling kinda lonely, I just need you here to hold me
I'm trapped inside a circle, it's like I'm living up on grove street
And I been popping codeine just so I can go sleep
These demons I've been living with are starting to control me
Cause I'm still trapped inside this life I was born in
But still I'm so glad that I woke up this morning
Cause lately me and the lord have been talking
Now I'm praying and hoping that this is my calling
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
So what does life really feel like?
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause every day I get older
I grow a little more colder, and I don't wanna start over
Just wanna feel like I'm at home and, yeh I just wanna feel closer
Cause we're up then we're down, life's just a roller coaster
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wondering what life really feels like
I just wondering what life really feels like
So what does life really feel like?
I'm just wondering what life really feels like?
What does life really feel like?
Cause every day I get older
I grow a little more colder, and I don't wanna start over
Just wanna feel like I'm at home and, yeh I just wanna feel closer
Cause we're up then we're down, life's just a roller coaster
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
So what does life really feel like?
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause every day I get older
I grow a little more colder, and I don't wanna start over
Just wanna feel like I'm at home and, yeh I just wanna feel closer
Cause we're up then we're down, life's just a roller coaster
I just wanna know what life really feels like
Cause everyday I'm too high, but it feel right
And I been so blind by the street lights
I'm just wondering what life really feels like
Written by: Billyboy Fitch
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