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no control
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Emo
no control was released on September 26, 2025 by departingnow as a part of the album i'll be still
album cover
Release DateSeptember 26, 2025
Labeldepartingnow
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM71

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Marku
Marku
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Marku
Marku
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Marku
Marku
Engineer

Lyrics

Oh shit look at what i did
Fucked it up for everybody
Just the usual shit
Act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
They say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
When i can but i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
In my head i was fucking tripping
I was fucking tripping out
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Paranoia was as common as breaths
I got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess
(wake up)
Pessimistic, always anxious
Stressing to a point for so long
Feels like i'm dreaming
I had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
It took six months to get me back up on my feet
Seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
And when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
And honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis
Oh shit look at what i did
Fucked it up for everybody
Just the usual shit
Act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
They say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
When i can but i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic
But i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
In my head i was fucking tripping
I was fucking tripping out
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Paranoia was as common as breaths
I got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess
Written by: Mark McDonald, lil nightshift
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