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Freak
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Pop
Freak was released on October 10, 2025 by Fifty Five Music Group as a part of the album Hard Feelings - EP
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Release DateOctober 10, 2025
LabelFifty Five Music Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM67

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
SHNE
SHNE
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
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lawrence vavra
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah
You ever look in the mirror and not know who you see?
Same
I don’t fit in — not here, not there
I laugh at jokes that ain’t even fair
They say I’m cold, I say I’m numb
Been that way since I was young
She perfect, I’m a mess
She sunlight, I’m depressed
She an angel in a summer dress
I’m a freak in pain, can’t rest
Told her don’t fall, I’ll break your wings
Told her I’m cursed with heavy things
I got a smile I wear like armor
But underneath, I’m dyin’ harder
I watch from the corner, heart in my throat
You look right through me like I’m a ghost
You dance in light, I drown in dark
You stole the sun, I fell apart
I’m a freak, I admit it
Not enough, I don’t fit in
Wish I was normal, wish I was cool
Wish I could walk through this life like you
But I’m strange, broken, wired wrong
I write pain and call it songs
If I was different, would you stay?
Or love me still and run away?
I fake it good, yeah, Oscar win
But inside, I’m caving in
Your friends all whisper, “He’s too much”
And maybe they right, maybe I suck
I feel too loud, I love too hard
I give too fast, I fall apart
You said I’m “deep,” but not your type
Now I sit alone with sleepless nights
I ain’t trying to beg for love
Just don’t treat me like I’m not enough
I’d give my soul just to feel real
But no one stays once they see what I feel
I stare at the screen, but I see your face
You moved on, I’m in the same place
You look so free, I feel like chains
You make smiles, I make pain
I’m a freak, I admit it
Not enough, I don’t fit in
Wish I was normal, wish I was cool
Wish I could walk through this life like you
But I’m strange, broken, wired wrong
I write pain and call it songs
If I was different, would you stay?
Or love me still and run away?
I used to pray to be less me
Cut my edges so you'd believe
But all I am is all too much
So I burn alone instead of love
I’m a freak, I accept it
But damn, I wish you'd get it
Wish you'd looked beyond the noise
Seen the boy behind the void
But you wanted clean, and I’m too real
So I bleed out what I feel
If I was normal, would you stay?
Or was I always meant to break?
Written by: John Milton
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