Validation

I’ve got myself into a sticky situation

And I crack jokes as you tease

But on the surface it seems

I’m analyzing every single conversation

Did you think I was funny?

Because I wanna tell you how I feel

And I’m a coward but at least I’m real

Create scenarios just for the thrill

Can’t even trust myself to know how I feel

I’ve been try to say

That you’ve been taking up space

In my head

Are we complicated

Or am I bad at taking your hints

I’ve done much worse in the past

Ignored my boundaries (and all the red flags)

Well frankly I feel jaded

Confused and kinda faded

The beers just barely gave me confidence

But in return I lost my common sense

Feed my delusion on what could have been

Digest whatever happens in the end

I’ve been try to say

That you’ve been taking up space

In my head

Are we complicated

Or am I bad at taking your hints

Seeking for your validation

Trying not to lose myself again in you

Lose myself again in you

Taking in all of the pressure

I sit in silence cause I remember

The weight I felt in you

The times I hold onto

Taking in all of the pressure

I sit in silence cause I remember that

I’ve been try to say

That you’ve been taking up space

In my head

Are we complicated

Or am I bad at taking your hints

Seeking for your validation

Trying not to lose myself again in you

Lose myself again in you