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Getting Older
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Getting Older was released on July 11, 2025 by Zimm Music, LLC as a part of the album Getting Older - Single
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Release DateJuly 11, 2025
LabelZimm Music, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Zimm
Zimm
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Austin Zimmerman
Austin Zimmerman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
mark veins
mark veins
Producer

Lyrics

I lived my whole entire life without a destination
Now I'm always tryna find one out of desperation
All these problems in my head without an explanation
And every time I try to run, they keep on escalating
I watch my parents getting older, scared I'll lose 'em 'fore I make them proud
I tell them that I'll change for them, and then I only let 'em down
It's crazy—I can't tell 'em that I love 'em, only hate comes out
I'm blaming everyone but me, and honestly I hate it how
I'm haunted by the things that I can't seem to change about me
I wonder if this world would be a better place without me
I wonder if I'll ever see a day that isn't cloudy
It's a never-ending cycle of depression—it's astounding
And I'm sorry for the hate that I project to my surroundings
Made my mother cry so many times that I can't keep on counting
I don't wanna drag you down, but it gets hard when I keep drowning
And I know it breaks your heart to see me fall and keep on doubting
Spent my whole entire life always tryna find some clarity
Only reason I'm still breathing: I don't want my mom to bury me
It sucks that I can't see the joy inside this life you're cherishing
It kills me that the demons that I deal with—you're aware of them
And nothing that you do or say could ever help me bury them
I hate the way I live, and honestly it's so embarrassing
I'd change it in a heartbeat if I could—there's no comparison
The grass is always greener if my grass is just a barren land
Written by: Austin Zimmerman
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