used to

Did I come this far for I don't feel the same way?

Did the seasons that we laid here turned to wasted?

Did you break my heart so you could keep the pieces?

Keep the pieces

Did I get used to breathing underwater?

Cause the way that you love me pulls me under

And I know

I'm holding onto who you were before

Cause I won't say I don't love you anymore

Now your eyes don't look the same

And your arms push me away

And your lips don't say my name

Like they used to

Your hands don't make me melt

They don't feel the way they felt

When I used to tell myself

I'd never lose you

I'm not used to

Loving who

You used to be

Now the songs you burned for me don't hit the same way

And I can't skip back to how it felt the first play

Now my favorite parts remind me of your worst days

Of your worst days

And I got used to breathing underwater

Cause the way that you love me pulls me under

And I'm holding onto who you were before

Cause I won't say I don't love you anymore

And your eyes don't look the same

And your arms push me away

And your lips don't say my name

Like they used to

Your hands don't make me melt

They don't feel the way they felt

When I used to tell myself

I'd never lose you

I'm not used to

Loving who

You used to be

I'm not used to

Missing what I used to see

I'm not used to

Pretending that you're here with me

I'm not used to loving who you used to be

Now your eyes don't look the same

And your arms push me away

And your lips don't say my name

Like they used to

Your hands don't make me melt

They don't feel the way they felt

When I used to tell myself

I'd never lose you

I'm not used to

Loving who

You used to be