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Amelia Ray - "Pretending to Read" (NPR Music Tiny Desk 2025 Contest Entry)
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Amelia Ray
Amelia Ray
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Amelia Ray
Amelia Ray
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Amelia Ray
Amelia Ray
Mixing Engineer
Michael Romanowski
Michael Romanowski
Mastering Engineer
Kristin Sevaldsen
Kristin Sevaldsen
Mixing Engineer
Nicolas Pineiro
Nicolas Pineiro
Graphic Design
Danielle Goldsmith
Danielle Goldsmith
Recording Engineer

Lyrics

I’m pretending to read
I’m pretending to read on the train
I’m pretending to read on the train because I’d like
To be left all alone with my thoughts tonight
There’s a man who appears
There’s a man who appears to be in pain
There’s a man who appears to be in pain because he cries
And it’s all I can do to avert my eyes
Staring down the page
The creeping sounds serve to compound
The words all jumble into one big, sorry salad
There’s a woman who seems
There’s a woman who seems to be insane
There’s a woman who seems to be insane because she tries
To pick a fight with any and everybody passing by
Remnants of her rage waft by like
Smoke from that boy’s vape there in the
Back of the car
Tries to hide but he goes too far
And I keep returning to the same line again and again
Certain, the attraction
You’re my favourite distraction
Trying so to recreate
If I concentrate real hard, I can almost taste your lips
But between the man on the train who appears to be in pain
And the woman who seems to be insane
And the youngster who won’t stop sneaking tokes, I think “Is this a joke?”
I’m pretending to read
I’m pretending to read on the train
I’m pretending to read but, baby, all I really do is think about you
Written by: Amelia Ray
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