Hurt Myself

The windows were locked

The sirens blared

In my head

I guess it's time

To go to bed for the night

Maybe I could take a couple for a ride

But instead I feel like I want to die

Maybe just maybe

Something might happen here

But life isn't always clear

Forget I was even near

I let you in me

And you destroyed me from inside out

Left me to die and rot in hell

Maybe life was better without your sounds

I hurt myself

I hurt myself upon your gaze

You looked at me in strange ways

I hurt myself

My joints lock and my body aches

You flipped the script while I turned the page

I hurt myself I hurt myself

I hurt myself I hurt myself

Why did I let you in?

Why did I let you so close to me?

You said you'd help and not harm me

But you lied right through your fucking teeth

I told myself that I wouldn't fall for it anymore

Maybe I could see you real soon but it would be far

Yet you still remain near me and I can't let you go

Maybe just maybe

Something might happen here

But life isn't always clear

Forget I was even near

I let you in me

And you destroyed me from inside out

Left me to die and rot in hell

Maybe life was better without your sounds

I hurt myself

I hurt myself upon your gaze

You looked at me in strange ways

I hurt myself

My joints lock and my body aches

You flipped the script while I turned the page

I hurt myself

I hurt myself upon your gaze

You looked at me in strange ways

I hurt myself

My joints lock and my body aches

You flipped the script while I turned the page

I hurt myself I hurt myself

I hurt myself I hurt myself