Worst of Me

Scared he would run away

So unwelcome I made him feel

So much he thought he overstayed

And the worst of worst became so real

Sabotage of myself

Leave my heart on the shelf

Defence of the worse kind

So he never gets the worst of me

Told him no don't open the closet

Though his hands moved so gentle

So I bussed down the doors, kept it a hundred

Who would've thought the truth was so consequential

Kept it too real

When no one can deal

With a diseased mind

That time he saw the worst of me

Only a matter of time

That he'd be running to say his goodbyes

With this heart of mine, ooh

I'll shut myself off til' I die

Pouring out beyond blessed return

He grew sick of the constant circles

Gone, gone was the eagerness to learn

How to guide me through life's hurdles

He didn't fancy to be

In my company

Felt like a waste of time

Now he got to see less of me

Only a matter of time

That he'd be running to say his goodbyes

With this heart of mine

I'll shut myself off til' I die

You'll never hear that I'm in love with no one

Cos they'll see the worst side of me