Up & Down (feat. Surtaal Singh)

Shit is surreal, shit is so real

My timing is running out hunting for deals

My daddy is tired, my momma is tired

My sisters are tired man I need a mill

The feeling is mutual I'm so exhausted

Too many brothers are now in a coffin

Thinking about Netic is giving me headaches

I'm paying attention but I can't afford it

Jesus Mohammad Krishna Buddha Moses

I'm calling all of you while losing focus

Antidepressants get higher in doses

Pushing away everyone who's my closest

I been, tuning, out

Communication ain't loud

Living my life in doubt

Up and down

Rukhna ni main

Pacho pon vagdi aa

Jhukna ni main

Agg andro hi baldi aa

I feel it in my body..

Shit is surreal, shit so real

I'm drowning in therapy hoping to heal

I'm building my body, I'm building my mind

But something about me don't feel like it's real

I question my musical taste

all of my peers have surpassed me of late

Mm- I'm tryna be happy for them but dammit

I'm stuck in my self doubt and hate

I see this shit from half empty

Jealousy tends to be tempting

Always see headlines for Indian artist but nothing for Lankans or Deshi's

Indo caribbeans, Nepalis, Muslims,

We feel the same cause we don't feel like Indians

We try to love you but we feel like elephants

Silenced in rooms can you feel the prejudice?

We've been- tuning out

Communication ain't loud

Gimme my room to doubt

Shouting out

Rukhna ni main

Pacho pon vagdi aa

Jhukna ni main

Agg andro hi baldi aa

I feel it in my body..