scared of company

You see I fear I'm turning into somebody

That wouldn't ever make my mama proud

I'm wearing womens' clothes and got my nails paint

While my girl is naked laying on the couch

My new obsession is showing up late

And leaving after thirty minutes out

I feel guilty when I pull into my driveway

But since when do I put food inside your mouth?

So when I get to heaven

Can I finally breathe?

Or will there always be somebody

Tryna pull me from beneath?

I'm trying hard to give myself to people

But they leave every time I start to fade

'Cause I'm too scared of company

Scared of company

Scared, scared of company

Taking me for granted so I'm scared of company

Scared of company

Scared, scared of company

Everybody leaves, so now I'm scared of company

See, every night I talk to God on my lonesome

As if I haven't done Him wrong a hundred times

"Forgive me, I been chasing a nirvana

I don't think anybody knows what's wrong or right"

My biggest flaw is giving tons of chances

Walk all over me and then I'll make you lunch

Why does everybody think I owe them something?

I'm sleeping with my self-worth in my clutch

So when I get to heaven

Can I finally breathe?

Or will there always be somebody

Tryna pull me from beneath?

I'm trying hard to give myself to people

But they leave every time I start to fade

'Cause I'm too scared of company

Scared of company

Scared, scared of company

Taking me for granted so I'm scared of company

Scared of company

Scared, scared of company

Everybody leaves, so now I'm scared of company

Why do I always

Look after you?

I'm so consumed

No matter what happens

I'll fall for you

I'm so consumed

Weight is on my back

I wish you was fair

Weight is on my back

My back

Do I need somebody?

Need somebody

Need somebody