What Do I Do?

I flew out to visit for the weekend and the minute

I walked in, I thought this isn't right, there's something off

I drank all my weight in your manipulative statements

As you screamed about how I'm not good enough

You made my crisis about what you needed

I lost my mind and I can't believe I have to pick up the pieces

What do I do?

I'll still have to see you when I get my things

While you choose

Anything but what we built in 2018

And I thought we'd make it

When I was breaking, you were my lifeline

Now I'm way out in the deep end needing you

Three whole weeks of silence, finally, I just decided

I'll apologize for what you did and strip away my dignity

Can't unhear you shouting or believe you said you grounded

In the fact you think to mend, this is my responsibility

You made my crisis about what you needed

I lost my mind and I can't believe I have to pick up the pieces

What do I do?

I'll still have to see you when I get my things

While you choose

Anything but what we built in 2018

And I thought we'd make it

When I was breaking, you were my lifeline

Now I'm way out in the deep end needing you

I flew out to visit, I was so excited, did it change

When you heard about me from someone else?

What I am on paper shouldn't justify your anger

Guess I'll have to figure me out by myself

What do I do, do?

What do I do?

I'll still have to see you when I get my things

While you choose

Anything but what we built in 2018

And I thought we'd make it

When I was breaking, you were my lifeline

Now I'm way out in the deep end needing you

You

You