Make U Cry Freestyle

Yeah

Something that had to be said, feel me?

Garden

Yeah

Just woke up, dreamt about you in my sleep

Keeping it real, that's probably like the fifth time this week

I'm feeling weak, I hear your name, my stomach start to geek

Hard to admit I'm still in love if you ain't loving me

Cause every day starting to feel the same

I check your page to see your face and all I feel is pain

Barely go outside cause I don't look at life the same

I just told Ant I need a gun, ain't talking for the range

I'm paranoid

If it ain't 'bout no business, hit the hay cause I ain't with the horsing

I don't need no hoes, I'm out the way bro I'm just too avoidant

Barely even talk unless they talk to me, I'm too important

Can't give 'em no knowledge out for free, I rather go record it

When you hear my music, you hear me that's cause I really wrote it

They ask why this shit hitting so deep, that's cause I'm really broken

Tryna patch mistakes and broken hearts, this pain been overflowing

Life is just a game, it's hard to win if you can't hide emotions

And that's why I'm lonely

I can't call no-one my opp if I'm my own opponent

Tryna better up my life but I be losing focus

Only open up a session when I need some closure

Real spill

I thought making that album would make me feel better

But nope, it just relieved some pressure

I still feel the same way 'bout you as when I first met you

Butterflies, tongue tied, lemme clear the air a little

I'm finally in a better space so I could talk about it

Ain't gon' lie, this shit still give me chills but shit, let's talk about it

January, I was out in LA going through it tryna

Find a way to prove myself and get through all the label problems

I would call you just to tell you shit I'm going through

Thats when you told me 'bout this plan you wanna execute

You just went to some event with some friends you knew

And met a couple artists that took interest in a piece you drew

The way you sounded so excited made me kind of scared

But I just kept that to myself, I ain't wanna come off weird

I guess losing you was really just my biggest fear

Especially with all the shit I'm going through, I need you near

Yeah

I got home, you on a different path

I never seen you be so dedicated on your craft

Usually, you always catering to me

So when I felt you disconnecting, ain't gon' lie, I ain't know how to act

Yeah, cause I'm still balancing the music too

You tryna be the next Picasso, I was not amused

I felt us separating every time I called on you

5AM, I'm in the studio, you in the Stu too

Uh, the pressure had me with a loose screw

Ain't support you how I should've, I could tell the truth

You was tryna bring me through and introduce me to

All your new friends but I ain't even wanna get introduced

Speaking of friends, I was asking them what I should do

They fifty-fifty with it, half of 'em think I'm a fool

They telling me to sturdy up and learn to keep it cool

Everything ain't always 'bout the music but I never knew

Damn

Fuck it, I guess I gotta pay the price

Swear if reminiscing was a crime, I'd be doing life

Wonder who you put the blame on when they ask about us

Cause if you ask me, we ain't really even over right?

My parents took a break too and they doing alright

That's real love girl, typa shit I had in mind

Yeah

I guess this life requires sacrifice

Damn I wish I never made you cry