Fantasy

Taking it slow spilling your guts on the floor

I used to hide from my fantasies but not no more

Waking up with oily skin

And blood in your mouth again

I've searching for god for so long

But she ain't no nowhere to be found my friend

Echoes of my mothers voice keep crying my name like a prayer

Running from my problems my whole life

When I made it home they were waiting for me there

You really should hate me but you forgave my sins instead

Give me a day I'll probably be back on my bullshit again

Toxic traits piercing through like a razor blade

I didn't mean to act so dumb

You asked me to be honest

I saw the line and stepped beyond it

Cause I wanted to be somebody you could love