waste away

I wanna waste away till I'm nothing but a memory

I wanna lay in place till I'm nothing at all

With every emotion, I can't feel

So many different ways to stand still

I wanna stay in place

I wanna stay in place

I wanna stay inside

I wanna waste away till I'm nothing but a memory

I wanna lay in place till I'm nothing at all

With every emotion, I can't feel

Don't wanna look at the view from the top of the hill

Don't wanna be alright

Don't wanna be alright

Don't wanna be alright

Then you said

Do you remember

The last time you felt alright?

In hindsight, I'll realize

I've hollowed out my insides

Remind me to remember

That this won't last forever

But can we really count on that?

Can we really count on that?

Feels like you're holding something back

Feels like you're holding something back

I'm always holding something back

I'm always holding something back

Remind me

Remind me

Remind me

Remind me to remember

That this won't last forever

When I'm worn out, quick-tempered

There is no reasoning with me

I can't remember

The last time I felt alive

I'm always holding something back