I Can't Do This Anymore

Take a look into my eyes

Notice that I'm not alright

It's not that I wanna die

I just don't wanna be alive

Cause pain like this ain't easy

When you're fighting on your own

And there's a million reasons

Why I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna die I just don't wanna live

Finally made a choice that I'm calling it quits

Everyday's battle I'm breaking inside

I'm sorry that I left without saying goodbye

Let me explain

I tried like everything

Therapy and prescriptions but I still felt the same

I gave it weeks, months and even years

But no matter what I did I'd end up downing in my tears so I'm done

Take a look into my eyes

Notice that I'm not alright

It's not that I wanna die

I just don't wanna be alive

Cause pain like this ain't easy

When you're fighting on your own

And there's a million reasons

Why I can't do this anymore

I'm sorry mama I bet you ran out of tears to cry

I thought of not going through with this about a million times

It really hurt me to leave but it hurt me more to stay

So I just hope that you know that I'm in a better place

And I know that hell exists

But it can't be worst than this

And I know that God forgives

Even the worst of sins

So I kept praying before doing what I did

And I swear I heard him say

You're gonna be okay

And they won't understand

What I've been through

The war inside in my head

Is overdue

Take a look into my eyes

Notice that I'm not alright

It's not that I wanna die

I just don't wanna be alive

Cause pain like this ain't easy

When you're fighting on your own

And there's a million reasons

Why I can't do this anymore

Cause pain like this ain't easy

When you're fighting on your own

And there's a million reasons

Why I can't do this anymore