Exception

My Halloween costume is still on the floor

If I pick it up then I have to move on

It didn't matter that it was my birthday

Everyone leaves but yours takes the whole cake

I put on your sweatshirt, I realized it's ugly

Another thing you love, taken right from me

So blow out the candles, I'm always the victim

It's not your fault that's how I've rigged the system

I'm still trying to make it make sense

It sounds wrong putting us in past tense

How can I weaponize all your love

How do I point the finger when no one's wrong

What are the odds you're a lesson

What's patience if I don't get tested

I've never moved on maybe ever

I wonder if you're the exception

Exception

I'm learning lessons

I'm second guessing

I'm redirecting these loose ends

How am I always too much and too little

I tried so hard to stay right in the middle

Why did we bother with planning to be here

Both knowing we wouldn't make it to New Year's

I'm still trying to make it make sense

It sounds wrong putting us in past tense

How can I weaponize all your love

How do I point the finger when no one's wrong

What are the odds you're a lesson

What's patience if I don't get tested

I've never moved on maybe ever

I wonder if you're the exception

Exception

I'm learning lessons

I'm second guessing

I'm redirecting these loose ends

Confessing

I can't be present

I'm moving reckless

You're getting tired, I know I'm a mess