Medicate

I got a life I don't want to end it

My demons came back it's hard to face it

In this room there's nothing but faces

I don't shout I've been in fucked up places

And nothing gets better than the pain

Dont you worry I won't tell if I'm hurt

Suicidal thoughts I can't escape

The more I try the more I fail

Medicate medicate

Tolerate tolerate

Take another pill

Drift my motherfucking self away

Go away go away

Feel the hate feel the hate

Nothing in my head

The feeling makes me suffocate

You ain't got nothing to shine for

Feeling pure, insecure

Lacking a reason

Wanting to be

I am your fucking enemy

Kill me, feed me

Pain always comes back to me

Punch me, hit me

Maybe you'll make it easy

Kill me, feed me

Pain always comes back to me

Punch me, kick me

Maybe you'll make it easy

Feel all the hate increasing

Making my skin feel dirty

Loosing sense of self control

Getting fucking sick of all

I'm becoming everything

You wanted me to be

Wicked grows into me

Twisted morality

How can't you see? don't you see me?

This is our fucked up reality

Hearing the voices screaming to me

Telling dumb speeches of morality

Living a lie

Hiding away

So many noises

Turn off my senses

Letting the voice take over my choices

Can't feel right with all of this bullshit

Kill me, feed me

Pain always comes back to me

Punch me, hit me

Maybe you'll make it easy

Kill me, feed me

Pain always comes back to me

Punch me, hit me

Maybe you'll make it

Medicate medicate

Tolerate tolerate

Take another pill

Drift my motherfucking self away

Go away go away

Feel the hate feel the hate

Nothing in my head

The feeling makes me

Makes me

Makes me

Makes me

Medicate

Medicate

Medicate

Medicate

Medicate

Medicate