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Save me, save me, from myself I need you Save me, save me, from myself I need you

I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

You fuckin' right, I don't like the way I feel And ever since I could remember, my mamas in love with pills

So of course we move around, it's more important than bills Like, why you think I always struggle with relationships

And why you think I'm always fuckin' with a crazy bitch? I bottle up all my emotions, then I let them fly

Then they get mixed up with regret, and In a bed of lies, I

Don't want you to think that the blame is on you Cause I, I, I know that you tried

I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Like, why you brought it up? Actin' like I'm not enough Bringin' up my past in a way I'd act while I was popular

Tryin' to find relief from these benzos I feel it bottled up, this brown bottle is mahogany

Just like my coffin was, one foot in the grave Ignoring God and callin' doctors up

Veins full of poison, all this blood that I keep coughin' up I'm suffocatin, tryin' to loosen the noose while the walls are closin

My heart's frozen, I tolerate it, I'm in it, so it

Hands bloody, you see me walkin, guess I done it, babe

Double cuppin, syrup sippin, I'm tryin' to numb it lately

Paranoid, I keep a Glock 19 by the stomach, baby Oxycontin pushin' this 4Runner, to a hundred, baby

I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Oh, just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

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I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

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