Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
pHoenix Pagliacci
pHoenix Pagliacci
Lead Vocals
Shad
Shad
Electric Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
R. Hamilton
R. Hamilton
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Black Daria
Black Daria
Producer
Truss
Truss
Producer

Lyrics

If I took a shot for every Lauryn Hill comparison
I'd be steady bobbin' in the bottom of some Jameson
Kinda find it funny how a compliment as brave as this
Turns me from believer to a sabotaging atheist
I ain't one to recognize a blessing when it comes my way
Never could imagine I'd be up there with the greats one day
Shoes as big as this could never fit me's what I told myself
So I find it hard to hang with geese up on the golden shelf
Sometimes, I just wanna be me in a heartbeat
Make mistakes and agitate and start beef
Then apologize and mean it partly
Oh I, Sometimes
I just wanna cry into some white sheets
Then remember why I do it partly
I'm the hardest on me, I go easy hardly
If I had a dollar for every time I would sleep in
I'd be slapping Toonies on some titties every weekend
I get in my head and then I fall into the deep end
Whether I stay there I guess it depends
Now I ain't one to have a pity party and invite a bunch of people
Rather have my say and then go pray under a steeple
Find it difficult to search within for inner peace
When everyday I'm making enemies with inner me but sometimes
Sometimes
I don't wanna be me and I mean that
Better than everybody I been that
It's a game nobody really wins at
Oh I, Sometimes
I be tryna make sure that it's worth it
Spending every morning being perfect
I realize I've only scratched the surface
Oh I, Sometimes
I just wanna be me in a heartbeat
Make mistakes and agitate and start beef
Then apologize and mean it partly
Oh I, Sometimes
I just wanna cry into some white sheets
Then remember why I do it partly
I'm the hardest on me, I go easy hardly, yeah
(...and that's it)
Written by: R. Hamilton
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