Top Songs By J3NKS
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
J3NKS
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Lee Partridge
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
J3NKS
Co-Producer
Lyrics
Few years gone, feels like ten
You got your smile back, found love again
He looks at you like I once did
While I'm just tryna make sense of it
There's a photo in my phone from last July
You, me, and our boy — "yeah", we looked alright
But time don't care, it just keeps movin'
And I'm stuck here, still bruisin'
You're not callin', you're not cryin'
You're out there livin' while I'm tryin'
But I still see you everywhere
In that Facebook post, that midnight stare
In our son's laugh, in the clothes you wore
In the ghost that's sleepin' on my floor
I tell myself I'm finally fine
'Til your name wrecks my peace of mind
I just want the love that you found
But I'm still haunted by our old house
You moved on, yeah, I watched you go
Like a rearview mirror in the snow
Sometimes I think I'm doin' okay
'Til I smell your perfume on a summers day
You ain't comin' back, I know that truth
But tell my heart that — it still needs proof
I ain't bitter, just tired and broke
Feelin' like your second-hand smoke
You raise our boy and I hide the hurt
But some days, it still burns worse
Cause I still see you everywhere
In that late-night song, in that empty chair
In our son's eyes, in his Sunday grin
You're gone but you're still under my skin
I tell myself I'm movin' on
'Til that memory hits too strong
I just want the peace that he gives you
But I'm stuck in what we've been through
If pain was love, then I've loved you right
But I'd trade the tears for sleep tonight
Guess some ghosts don't know they're dead
Till you stop checkin' where they've been
Yeah, I still see you everywhere
In that birthday card, in that vacant stare
In the way our boy says "mom"
Like he don't know why I'm holdin' on
I tell myself I'm almost there
But I breathe you in like midnight air
I just want a heart that don't break
Every time I see your face
The years gone, but it ain't fair
I still see you… everywhere
Written by: Lee Partridge