LOST

I feel like I'm lost inside of my head

I don't know the way to handle it best

No matter the life

No matter the money

It's never enough, it won't ever end

I tell 'em I'm fine, I don't want no meds

I'll find out a way, I'm doing my best

I know that I gotta be strong

I'm doing my part, let God handle the rest

I been thinking 'bout the way I'm living

And what is really my purpose

Losing part of myself just to get more

But is it all worth it

Losing track of my time and all of my people

Just to keep working

When really I'm doing it all for them

So I always gotta keep earning

There never seems to be a finish line

Everything became normal now

So I'm never feeling too satisfied

Always chasing another high

Going through all the hard times

With a smile on my face

Just to make sure they not concerned

And I'm doing fine

I been feeling the weight now

Pressure on me been building up

But I know that I cannot break down

I got people relying on me

So I could never take a break now

I decided I gotta make it

I know that this is my fate now

Can't stop it's too late now

I feel like I'm lost inside of my head

I don't know the way to handle it best

No matter the life

No matter the money

It's never enough, it won't ever end

I tell 'em I'm fine, I don't want no meds

I'll find out a way, I'm doing my best

I know that I gotta be strong

I'm doing my part, let God handle the rest

I don't take anything for granted

Focused on what I can control

And not about what else could've happened

Finding peace inside the madness

Negativity been a magnet

Tryna live a better life

I'm workin' on breaking my habits

These days I need a moment

Wake up and try to keep it goin'

Spending less of my time scrollin'

'Cuz none of that ever been important

I be thinking 'bout the next steps

That I gotta take

Tryna get to where I'm meant to go

Gotta get through late nights

And all the early mornings

Can't rush what was meant for me

Self belief been the recipe

Staying patient and waiting 'til the moment comes

I always knew this my destiny

Whatever happens I'll let it be

But until then gotta wait and see

Time passes by every second

So I'm focused on being the best me

I feel like I'm lost inside of my head

I don't know the way to handle it best

No matter the life

No matter the money

It's never enough, it won't ever end

I tell 'em I'm fine, I don't want no meds

I'll find out a way, I'm doing my best

I know that I gotta be strong

I'm doing my part, let God handle the rest