Gxxdbye.

I've been running from myself since track one

Wrote my pain down, then I rapped and I sung

Tried to fight it, tried to write it

Tried to light it, but I ignited

Everything I feared but it led me here

Every verse was a wound I sealed

But no matter how hard I try, it just won't heal

No matter how many tears I cry, I still feel

Yeah, I still feel

Every track is a coffin

Every track got another tear droppin'

Said I'm bulletproof, just a mask I wear

Still numb, still lost, still gaspin' for air

Hear it in your laugh, see it in your eyes

Pain in your voice like a ghost in disguise

Drowning in my emotion, no light to lеad

'Cause there's shadows and thorns

Whеre the rose used to fucking breathe

Red rose petals to symbolise the way I bleed

Each thorn in my chest to symbolise the way I plead

Yellow roses for symbolism, plant another fucking seed

To feel peace, to feel free, to feel joy is to dream

I guess this is goodbye

To the part of me that died

That was reaching for the light

And was tryna make things right

But has lost the fucking fight

Hold on to your loved ones tight

Goodbye is a bullet you have to bite

But it's the worst word in this life

Dear dad, I hope I make you proud

Thirteen years gone but I'll still speak out loud

To a picture frame or a sky gone grey

To the version of me you could've saved

I loved you then and I love you now

I know you love us back even if you don't make another sound

'Cause every fall I took, you still caught somehow

I just want you to know you never let me down

Extending this verse as my tears crash to the ground

'Cause I got more to say to you before I'm heaven bound

Tell me, is it finally peace that you've found?

You've been gone so long I feel like I never really knew you

You were meant to be my role model, now what do I do?

It hurts too much writing the truth

'Cause all I can ever do is fucking miss you

I guess this is goodbye

To the part of me that died

That was reaching for the light

And was tryna make things right

But has lost the fucking fight

Hold on to your loved ones tight

Goodbye is a bullet you have to bite

But it's the worst word in this life