Indigo Chateau

I force my way in

To a derelict house

Scared of being seen

I lie on the floor

A cut on my leg

Where have I been

Is there a lesson to be learned

A sign I need to find

Cause I'm losing my mind

My fingernails are chewed

My head is unscrewed

I'm on a decline

I confess

I'm a mess

I was perfectly fine last spring

I'm undressed

I'm possessed

And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo chateau

I'm running wild and free

A mockingbird sings

And yet I can't feel

A single damn thing

My blood is like rain

Drifting away

Running down stream

Is there a place I need to be

A friend I need to call

Cause I'm running on empty

I wish I could say

It's only a phase

But honestly, that would be a lie

I confess

I'm a mess

I was perfectly fine last spring

I'm undressed

I'm possessed

And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo chateau

I'm running wild and free

I don't think you understand

I'm a shrinking wonderland

Don't quite think you understand

I'm about ready to crash land in the sand

 

I'm looking for a little life

I'm looking for somebody to love me

I'm looking for deliverance

I'm looking for a reason to break free

Oh, do I have it in me

Cause this is all I know

I'm looking for a little life

I'm looking for somebody to save me

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo chateau

I'm running wild and free