Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cydeways
Performer
Dustin Parks
Lead Vocals
Kevin Harvey
Electric Guitar
Casey Kernohan
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Trevor Buckingham
Songwriter
Dustin Parks
Songwriter
Kevin Harvey
Songwriter
Casey Kernohan
Songwriter
Dana Shoults
Songwriter
Spencer Hattendorf
Songwriter
Kaki Tzagournis
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Trevor Buckingham
Producer
Dustin Parks
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Fake sick, cold sweat
Tall drink, cigarette
Mind games, don't play
All shame, ashtray
I can't seem to let this go
In my head, it's all I know
I am not the only one
But I feel it's just begun
[PreChorus]
Every time
I close my eyes
Can't erase
Can't get it right
[Verse 2]
I'll be up in the night when you call
Taking shots to my ego
Do you see me running after this hurt?
I'm a sucker for attention, call it
Karma, call it my curse
I know I get what I deserve
[Chorus]
I'm fake sick, praying that you see me in hell
Till I don't know what's real or what's dying
I chase this feeling for a story to tell
You say it's all in my head
You say it's all in my—
I'm fake sick, blame it on the hurt in my chest
I'm giving in, it's easier than trying
I hate this, reeling like I'm catching my death
You say it's all in my head
Say it's all in my head
[Verse 3]
Bite my tongue
But my hands are bleeding
I'm too young
To be seeing demons
Not enough, but I'm in too deep
As I fall asleep, it'll all repeat
[PreChorus]
Like I'm running after this hurt
I'm a sucker for the type of
Intervention that never works
I guess I get what I deserve
[Chorus]
I'm fake sick, praying that you see me in hell
Till I don't know what's real or what's dying
I chase this feeling for a story to tell
You say it's all in my head
You say it's all in my—
I'm fake sick, blame it on the hurt in my chest
I'm giving in, it's easier than trying
I hate this, reeling like I'm catching my death
You say it's all in my head
Say it's all in my head
[Bridge]
Fake sick, cold sweat
Tall drink, cigarette
Mind games, don't play
All shame, ashtray
I can't seem to let this go
In my head, it's all I know
I am not the only one
But I feel it's just begun
[Chorus]
I'm fake sick, praying that you see me in hell
Till I don't know what's real or what's dying
I chase this feeling for a story to tell
You say it's all in my head
You say it's all in my—
I'm fake sick, blame it on the hurt in my chest
I'm giving in, it's easier than trying
I hate this, reeling like I'm catching my death
You say it's all in my head
Say it's all in my head
Written by: Casey Kernohan, Dana Shoults, Dustin Parks, Kaki Tzagournis, Kevin Harvey, Spencer Hattendorf, Trevor Buckingham