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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ruben Jomo Kays
Ruben Jomo Kays
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ruben Jomo Kays
Ruben Jomo Kays
Songwriter
Ethan Allagosta
Ethan Allagosta
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Mantra
Mantra
Producer

Lyrics

Married with kids, that was a dream
People would tell me that I was only 17
Guess they were right
I fell in love and almost damn near lost my sight
I fell in love and almost threw away my life
(It is what it is, I guess)
I had to learn
But it broke my heart when I found out it wouldn't work
That was my girl
I really thought that we was gonna last forever
It's been a while but I know you still rock my sweater
Cause it was real for me
I guess it was a game for you
I guess that it was just fake to you
So many things I should say to you
But I don't know how
I was alone, yeah, I felt so down
While you posting pics of you hitting the town
I was a king that done dropped my crown?
I said good riddance, but I'm steady missing you
I don't know how to accept that you gone
You brought my heart into plenty of pieces
But I still feel like I'm the one doing wrong
I'm still sending messages, hoping to fix it
I hope that you read them, I know that they long
I know that you wont
My one last chance is to hope that you hear all the pain in this song
Married with kids soon
But now I'm just 18
I done got up after taking a L
Now I'm just working towards all my dreams
I went to college, and I started making new friends
And now I just been building my team
Conversations with the people I meet
Starting to feel like me again
But I am not looking for nobody new
I am not trying to go heal again
I do not wanna go have to go heal
I don't wanna do that to myself again
Ain't worried about marriage, or worried about kids
I'm focusing on my health again
Running it up
I'm getting back to the person I was before losing my trust
So many things going on in my life
So I'm worried about me, I ain't worry about love
If it comes and it comes
But I might run if it does
If it is meant for me, then I guess we gon' see
I ain't counting it out
(I'm feeling good, I'm not even worrying about a girl right now)
I ain't counting it out
(I'm just actually happy looking in the mirror at myself again)
I ain't counting it out
Now I'm 19
Feel like I found the world for me
And we've been talking about kids
I want two and she wants three
So I guess I believe in love again
Cause now my heart bigger than ever
And this girl really makes me happy
So I'm always finna protective her
Ain't it cause your things change so soon
I was just hurt and now I feel brand new
And it's all because of you
It's all because of
Written by: Ethan Allagosta, Ruben Jomo Kays
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