Taught Myself To Cry

Well guys

The funeral's not so bad at all

Flesh, blood, and tears

Just like the swords way out in Georgia

Give me strength

Give me pride

Your obsessions become mine

Save your face

Let me reign

My objective to be slain

Something's gotta change soon

Gorgeous

And dead to you

Don't bleed me dry

I won't just let it slide

I drove the knife

Keep slashing at my side

I don't know why

It's just like murder

-suicide

Put me aside

I taught myself to cry

Why do I

Load the gun and tuck it in my bedside every night

For fear that I might wake with you on me

Gouging out my eyes

The foundations of this building are all falling with the lies

And you'd never catch me hung up on another filthy guy

But I'm not in control like I know I said I was

You just think of anyone

You can't think of anyone's time

I've got half a mind just to leave

I was holding out for you but I can't hold it in

Yeah I could've held it in

But I couldn't hold it in

I was holding out for you but I can't hold it in

Yeah I should've held it in

Man I couldn't hold it in