Insane

Got to come to my senses

What did I do to deserve that?

Is there anything that I lack?

Thought about it

Doesn't come from me

Feeling like it's been hours I've been floating on a cloud

Where am I?

I should get out of bed, get something to eat

Maybe his brain, zombie-like

I've been stabbed hundred times by him

But this time I think that I feel alright

I may seem calm

But I recommend you to get out of my sight

It's crazy how people can make you love them

Then hate them right after

Analyse it better, who was the shooter?

It's not a crime scene but it was clearly a set up

He dared to enter my heart with no pressure

And it used to be warm but now it's cold as December

Pushed me to my limits

Made me love him, fell into it

Now I'm coming after you boy

Wanna run? You'd better

And I thought I was insane

Got me wondering in vain

Where you were and why you wouldn't text back

Or answer my calls

Please answer my calls

And I thought I was insane

I don't wanna hear your name

Can do what you want I don't care at all

I'll be on my own

I'm better alone

We used to make love, but is it even how it's called?

Not for lack of trying but never gave me pleasure at all

Looking in the mirror, my reflection is hiding, cannot find it

Began to shiver, it's probably to show me that I was stupid

And I'm so dumb

Make me wonder if I would love someone again

But in a way

I also wonder if I ever loved you back then

I go get my things, go my own way

Feeling better already

Wash up my face and put on nice clothes

Ready to start it over, erasing the fool I've been

I am not feeling a thing

I can only see when I blink

I've been standing there all day

Looking at the ceiling I will try not to overthink

There's one thing I'm sure of

You're such a prick you shouldn't show off too much

Now you wanna take me back

Start to begin on your knees and stuff

You should know that

Anyone is better than you

And I thought I was insane

Got me wondering in vain

Where you were and why you wouldn't text back

Or answer my calls

Please answer my calls

And I thought I was insane

I don't wanna hear your name

Can do what you want

I don't care at all

I'll be on my own

I'm better alone

And I thought I was insane (Know what you did, now I don't want your love)

Got me wondering in vain (Used to tell me that you'll take me above)

Where you were and why you wouldn't text back or answer my calls (I wanted us to fly high like doves)

Please answer my calls (We won't do that and it's alright 'cause)

And I thought I was insane (I know what you did, now I don't want your love)

I don't wanna hear your name (Used to tell me that you'll take me above)

Can do what you want I don't care at all, I'll be on my own (I wanted us to fly high like doves)

I'm better alone (But I'd rather run away for sure)