mama, i'm a cowboy!

Woke

Woke up wasn't half as early I

Picked my nails and stumbled out of bed

I don't drink but I might as well because

Feels like whiskey banging in my head

I see photos now and they don't look like

I feel things I have never felt

But it's not that it's not important

I just wish I could only ignore it

But mama

Mama I'm a cowboy

And you'll see

You'll be seeing me around

I couldn't speak

I mean

I can hardly fall asleep

While you're impossible to wake

You're skin's cold and running old

And I see you wore

You wore

The jumper mama chose

And she'd love you from

Your greying hair

And to your freezing toes I know

But mama

Mama I'm a cowboy

And you'll see

You'll be seeing me around

And I'll leave

Til I'm ready to return

Think of what you heard