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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Maella
Maella
Lead Vocals
Steven Ansell
Steven Ansell
Programming
Michaela Charvátová
Michaela Charvátová
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Michaela Charvátová
Michaela Charvátová
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Maella
Maella
Producer
Steven Ansell
Steven Ansell
Producer

Lyrics

I am scared of
Scared of
What I'll find
Living
Living
In a toxic mind
Kinda deadly
To my self esteem
Can you hear me?
But it makes me kinda lonely
If only, If only, If only i'd change
I try but then there's only grey around me
If only, If only, If only i'd change
If only if
If only if
If only
If only if
If only if
If only
Go Ahead
Why
Don't you
Punish me
Cause silence
Brings out
Brings out
The worst in me
If only if
If only if
If only
If only if
If only if
If only
It's like a drummer is beating inside my chest
I used to think that a healer's a cigarette
I only want a single thought
Just give me a single thought
Just give me a single thought
Without regret
It's like a drummer is beating inside my chest
I used to think that a healer's a cigarette
I only want a single thought
Just give me a single thought
Just give me a single thought
Without regret
But it makes me kinda lonely
If only if
If only if
If only
When there's only grey around me
If only if
If only if
If only
But it makes me kinda lonely
If only if
If only if
If only
When there's only grey around me
If only if
If only if
If only
But it makes me kinda lonely
Again and Again and Again and Again
When there's only grey around me
Again and Again and Again and Again
Written by: Michaela Charvátová

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