18

I got 50 dollars on my account

I just wanna leave this old town

I just wanna see this cursed ground

From a few thousand feet high

Days inside a daydream

Wonder what she told me

One drop ain't the whole sea

Was it all

Cause the world was so different at 18

Things that you said, they seemed sincere

I wonder what they'd say about me

If I come home would they blame me?

That I'm still wondering around

Staying in my mind

Trying to find

A single proof I'm alive

Sit inside the daydream

I wonder what you'd tell me

Wonder what we could have been

Wear myself out nine to five

I leave no time to think about

Where you are

Got any doubt

Any aftertaste from all you lied about

No you seem satisfied

At least from afar

A wife, a child

You seem fine

Cause it all seemed so perfect at 18

I wonder what you'll say and what you don't mean

Savage, cruel, insincere 18

Will you ever get to forgive me?

That I'm still wondering around

Staying in my mind

Trying to find

A single proof I'm alive

Sit inside the daydream

I wonder what you'd tell me

Wonder what we could have been

Ooooh

Cause we were so different at 18

And there might be a world where I don't leave

Kind, gentle, loving I could be

If I knew better at 18