To Fail

Verse

After all of my chances I still can’t seem to get a win

And just when I think that I’m doing fine I

find a way to spread myself too thin

And I know that I’m tough cause you remind me all the time

But sometimes it’s rough when you’re living in fight or flight

Chorus

I wanna learn and I wanna live

without feeling like the worlds closing in

but there’s always something, trying to keep me there

in the past or the future, so I’m never really here and I

wanna learn how to say I’m okay, and really mean it

it’s never been that way

And I’m always hiding, trying to cover my tail

And I don’t like what it feels like to fail

Verse

After all of my practice I still can’t seem to rise above the fire

And people reached out to help but, I wasn’t sure I wanted to survive

And I know it’ll pass but nobody tells you when

and I sit with my thoughts for so long that they feel like my friends

Chorus

I wanna learn and I wanna live

without feeling like the worlds closing in

but there’s always something, trying to keep me there

in the past or the future, so I’m never really here and I

wanna learn how to say I’m okay, and really mean it

it’s never been that way

And I’m always hiding, trying to cover my tail

And I don’t like what it feels like to fail

Chorus

But I wanna learn and I wanna live

without feeling like the worlds closing in

but there’s always something, trying to keep me there

in the past or the future, so I’m never really here and I

wanna learn how to say I’m okay, and really mean it

it’s never been that way

And I’m always hiding, trying to cover my tail

And I don’t like what it feels like to fail