Your Illusions

You will never know how

How much I lost, how much I lost

Just to love you

Just to hold you

You will never know how

How much I tried

How much I cried

Just to save you

And not to blame you

When you went low, I went high

Oh, I tried a million times

Saw the fear and sadness in your eyes

When you went up, you put me down

Stabbed my heart with your crown

And you never turned back around

So build your illusions

Build your illusions

And castles in the sky

I know the truth

Baby I'll always know the truth

Fight your intrusions

Fight your intrusions

And the truth of you and I

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Oh I hate how your father

You father did nothing

When you said you were afraid

To lose control over your thoughts

Hurt yourself and give up

I wonder, is it too late

Is this your fate

Going to therapy to play pretend

But does it really make a difference?

When it's 11 at night and I'm still called up

To hold your hand

(I don't understand)

So build your illusions

Build your illusions

And castles in the sky

Some day you'll know

Oh some day you'll know

Fight your intrusions

Fight your intrusions

And the truth of you and I

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Someday you'll know why

Baby I know the truth

Baby I know you know I do