Toffee

A planned reverse

It's all rehearsed

I forget my lines

This doubt fills me up?

Cause I feel like I'm a stranger when I'm

Happy, sad I'm

Arguing more than I've ever known

You say you love her I kind of hate her

And yet I don't, maybe I don't

Like toffee

Thought that you'd be sweet

But how you linger stuck in my teeth

Sugar coated words

Swallow

Them whole

And smile

It's not that hard

I mourn the walls

But hate to fall

And yes, I confess

That I

Ran again last night

back to what I know

It felt so good

Until it hurt

It hurts to let it go

Euphoric vexed

I'm so impressed

By these tears

That are mine

Overwhelming

God I've never felt so alive

Who am I

Toffee

So intensely sweet

I want you need you

Take me feed me

Sugar coated words

I take them all and smile

I've come so far