tetherball

When I'm on my own

I see that I could change

I'm not willing at all

I just wait and I stall

Reminisce on the feeling

I see in my eyes

That everything could glue back together

I'm friends with my mind

And my time

And my lies

And my face

And these heights

If I jump then step back

And don't cry in disguise

Cause I'm friends with these heights

And you'd watch and you'd smile

And then laugh and make jokes

If I jump then my fault

If I jump then my fault

Is this all forever

I'm trying to look on the bright side

I'm living on a tether

And I really wanna be alright

Well I'll stay for your sake

Is that supposed to make me feel better

I play in this game

Lose every time am I even plugged in

I know it's not fair

I've been told this since I was young

So what just shut up and man up

Is this all forever

I'm trying to look on the bright side

I'm living on a tether

And I really wanna be alright

Step back

Step back

I'm trying to look on the brighter side

Is this all forever

I'm trying to look on the bright side

I'm living on a tether

And I really wanna be alright

I'm living on a tetherball

And I really wanna be alright