Unbecoming

What if I told you

I like my whiskey neat

I like a little green to help me sleep

And I kiss boys that I just meet

What if I told you

Two months after he left

Met someone else and I said, "Yes"

Don't regret it for a minute that I did it

I bet you'd say it's unbecoming of me

But I ain't the pageant queen

That you wanted me to be

I'm sick and tired of running

Just to try to earn your love

So I'm unlearning who I was

And I won't go back for nothing

Maybe I'm just unbecoming

The girl who would smile to try and hide the tears

Held that shit in for years, she disappeared

And now I'm standing in the mirror

And I like me better with all of my tattoos, yeah

I wear 'em like the truth

I wish you knew that I'm not doing this to you

No, I ain't the pageant queen

That you wanted me to be

I'm sick and tired of running

Just to try to earn your love

So I'm unlearning who I was

And I won't go back for nothing

Maybe I'm just unbecoming

Understanding

Unbelieving all the lies and undoing all the damage

Uh-huh, mhm

No, I ain't the pageant queen

That you wanted me to be

I'm sick and tired of running

Just to try to earn your love

So I'm unlearning who I was

And I won't go back for nothing

Maybe I'm just unbecoming

I think I love who I'm unbecoming