Better Days

I gotta keep it together

I've been up for two days on some drugs, that I can't even remember

And I've been getting too high

Cause lately getting that feels better

Living in a world so lonely

I don't want it forever

And I still feel like I'm better alone

But I still act like I don't know, know, know

I don't got nowhere to go, go, go

Been going through it all alone, lone, lone

But it's alright though

I pray to God that it gets better

I get in my head too much when I'm messed up

To be honest bae, I'm fed up

With all of the bullshit that keeps on holding us together

Never loved

But I've never tried

So easy to fall, when you let your guard down

Thats why I never trust, cause everybody lies

It's a cruel cold world and nobody cares

It's not there

Ways that I be

Don't care about how you feel (No I don’t)

Yeah, maybe that's on me so

Get in the jeep

Pull on up GLE I'm swerving

Before you left my heart in shambles

You said I deserved it

Before my demons took over and opened up the curtains

And way before I used to be happy and thought that I deserved it

Yeah, I used to take the drugs to help me take away the pain

I used to think that we were different, but we are the same

Everybody act like they happy, they walking through the rain

Just wanna see a smile on my face

But I still act like I don't know, know, know

I don't got nowhere to go, go, go

Been going through it all alone, lone, lone

But its alright though

I pray to God that it gets better

I get in my head too much when I'm messed up

To be honest bae, I'm fed up

With all of the bullshit that keeps on holding us together

Never loved

But I've never tried

So easy to fall, when you let your guard down

Thats why I never trust, cause everybody lies

It's a cruel cold world and nobody cares