tears hit the floor my

 soul feel alone I’m

gone in the smoke ya

talk to myself I

don’t understand nun blood on the floor now

the voices is so loud

im talking to demons they floating above me the angels don’t answer my homies ain’t homies my family don’t know me this house is so lonely

im trapped behind these walls

pouring up pouring up more watch me graduate slowly

im gone

look both ways before you cross me huh

Jesus Christ can I get some room

my dna won’t allow me to bend ya rules

I’m all lost in the ashes

lost in the classic records I’m lost in the poems on pages

lost in the bottom of the bottom of the classes

I’m lost by the way I made this

lost in this awful matrix I’m lost by the way I say this

 lost is barely the word

 I’m lost and barely deserved

of simple conversation

continuous tossing and turning

constant manipulation

I’m lost inside a spiritual maze

and the idea of escaping is like trynna build ya own spaceship

with an average gpa of

2.5 blasting wu tang mob deep and nas

currently crashing on a nearby planet packing nothing but a 5th of liquor and a 3.5

maxing out

my tears hit the floor then I’m crashing out

my eyes seeing red

then I’m passing out

God

please help me

smoking out my mind till my lungs give out

 I know I’m out mind I’m just waiting for the time to run out

my

patience getting thin I won’t wait for shit now

 cry

if you want but deep down you know it won’t change nun