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Jonathan Ruiz
Jonathan Ruiz
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jonathan Ruiz
Jonathan Ruiz
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
X18 Brand
X18 Brand
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

Feeling like a monster everywhere I go
Feeling like a monster yeah I already
Feeling like a monster everywhere I go
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I go
Feel like a monster lost in my mind
Too many drugs now I'm numb to the time
Walking this world yeah I'm all on my own
No one to call when you're deep in the cold
Demons inside yeah they wont let me go
Voices keep it talking
Yeah they wanted me to fold
Tried to escape, but I'm chained to the pain
Running in circles yeah it's always been the same
Shadows keep lurking
Yeah they know where I hide
Numb to the hurt, but it's killing me inside
Walking this path yeah I'm lost in the dark
Heart made of ice, but its falling apart
The voices keep calling
Yeah they're stuck in my head
Telling me they love me,
But they rather leave me dead
Trynna stay strong but the high never last
Chasing these demons
Yeah they're stuck in the past
Looked in the mirror
Don't know who I see though
Monster inside yeah is taking all on me (Hold)
Tried to break free I'm caught in the chains
Drown in the poison
Like it's flowing through my veins
There's no one to save me. I'm lost in the night.
Took all the drugs just to feel like I'm right
Now I'm all alone with my thoughts and regrets
Playing with fire like I'll never forget yeah aye
Feeling like a monster everywhere I go
Feeling like a monster yeah I already
Feeling like a monster everywhere I go
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I go
Feel like a monster lost in my mind
Too many drugs now I'm numb to the time
Walking this world yeah I'm all on my own
No one to call when you're deep in the cold
Demons inside yeah they wont let me go
Voices keep it talking
Yeah they wanted me to fold
Tried to escape, but I'm chained to the pain
Running in circles yeah it's always been the same
Written by: Jonathan Ruiz
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