Abyss

Someone tie me down

Then just kill me

So I won’t resurrect

My vision’s dimmed you’re in the way

My dead eyes are forgetting the light

I can’t move my body anymore

If you’re gonna finish me, now is the time

Someone tie me down

Then just kill me

You’ve disappeared just like the others

I don’t even have the strength to stop you

Nobody is ever coming back

I’m wishing they never do

A sad ending

Throw me in the abyss

Where I won’t be missed

Piled up pain is so frail like ash

I don’t need your healing hand

I don’t need your sympathy

So stay the fuck away from me

Just leave me be

All I want is “to feel alive” - nothing else

My brain stopped thinking, my body gave up on living

I’m even questioning my existence

Unable to speak

I’m just lying here like dead - just as my body desires

I screamed for help, summoning all my strength

I don’t need anyone’s help anymore

Only I could save myself but I’m completely useless

Just drag me down to hell already

Where am I?

Even if I search, I can’t find myself

Even if I search

Someone tie me down

Then just kill me

Kill me

Where am I?

Even if I search, I can’t find myself

Throw me in the abyss

Where I won’t be missed

Piled up pain is so frail like ash

I don’t need your healing hand

I don’t need your sympathy

So stay the fuck away from me, just leave me be

All I want is “to feel alive” - nothing else