Fixer

Always tired

Yet never enough

Awake for hours

Still missing some

I hate falling asleep

But i can't seem to

Get up easy

Speaking and moving

Conscious but never completely

Oh

What's this call

What am i missing out on

The day is done

Let all my problems be

The goal is to numb

And silence the impatience

The longer i wait

The harder it gets

Not to, not to

Remediate

Trying to live my life

Without laying waste

I've seen it happen all around

Oh

What's this call

What am i missing out on

The day is done

Let all my problems be

What's this call

What am i missing out on

You know i'm conscious

But never completely

It's never over

Can't get up to

Make it right

Lights out

Control is out of sight

Should i give in

Lose all defense

I wish i could

I really wish i could

Stop and live my life

Like we're supposed to

I wish i could

I really wish i could

Make it right and

Put the train back on the track

I wish it was

I really wish it was

But would it be better

If i fixed everything

If i fixed everything