Lifeline

There is something holding me

Something I don't wanna see

Like a dream

I've never been

In the same reality

I need a meaning

And it's all that I've been pleading

I wanna drown

But I'm holding on

I keep on the setting

When you're flipping

I am shutting off inside

Put me to beginning

Every time it's like a promise of a lie

But I still desire you

Gonna burn my hands in fire

But I'm so in love with my pain

Don't make it go away

Maybe I've been traumatized and

Blinded by the pain I hide

Crushing all too tight inside my heart

It's like I'm pressurized

My head's too crowded

Lost in a fantasy

Nothing can really make sense to me

I'm traumatized and misaligned

Waiting for a sign

My hand is out for the lifeline

Don't see you regretting

Keep on spitting on my face

And I still smile

And I won't be leaving

'Cause I'm happy with the pain

I keep inside

Broken inside or

A fucking star in a self-satire

But I'm so alive with my pain

The only thing that's here to stay

(The one thing that never goes away)

Maybe I've been traumatized and

Blinded by the pain I hide

Crushing all too tight inside my heart

It's like I'm pressurized

My head's too crowded

Lost in a fantasy

Nothing can really make sense to me

I'm traumatized and misaligned

Waiting for a sign

My hand is out for the lifeline

I need a certain guideline

Before I'm fucking up my whole life

Yeah

My hands are holding all I've got

Can't hold it in, I'm breaking up

And now it's like I'm giving up

Maybe I've been traumatized and

Blinded by the pain I hide

Crushing all too tight inside my heart

It's like I'm pressurized

My head's too crowded

Lost in a fantasy

Nothing can really make sense to me

I'm traumatized and misaligned

Waiting for a sign

My hand is out for the lifeline