Looking Up

I said goodbye at fifteen and I didn't know it meant

I'd be cryin' in my twenties, still not knowin' where you went

How long is forever 'cause it's getting kinda old

The way I'm gettin' older and the way I know you won't

I'm talkin' to the ceilin' hopin' that it's loud enough

There better be a heaven 'cause I keep on lookin' up

I keep on lookin' up

I keep on looking up

I see you all the time, but it's only in my head

I pick at the scars 'cause I'm scared that I'll forget

I laugh at stupid memories and I cry out of the blue

I'm holdin' on to grief 'cause it feels Iike holdin' you

I'm talkin' to the ceilin' hopin' that it's loud enough

There better be a heaven 'cause I keep on lookin' up

I keep on lookin' up

I keep on lookin' up

I keep on lookin' up

I keep on lookin' up

It's bad enough I'll never know if these are wasted words

The thought that you're not out there somewhere only makes it worse

If you can see me, you can find me, I'm still where I always was

There better be a heaven 'cause I keep on lookin' up