underwater

My bedsheets are steaming

I'm feeling lost and confused

They tell me I'm healing

This ceiling, my only view

Whatever I can do to feel it less

Whatever drug to keep me the sanest

I'm diving in places

That I wish I never knew

(A hit of) oxytocin

(A liver) full of toxins

(just to) get me through the day

When you're underwater

Swimming with you traumas

Is when you know who cares

When you're underwater

Pain pills and bottles

Remind you you're still there

Why are my bones

Feeling like glass?

Can I go home?

Can you call back?

Now I'm underwater

Reaching for the surface

Don't leave me in this bed

I'm sorry I was so mean

No it don't mean I don't love ya

I promise I'm not myself

When I take out this shit on you

Last night I jerked off

Just to turn off all of those

Sirens ringing in my brain

So give me your love

'fore I doze off

I don't know how to be myself again

When you're underwater

Swimming with you traumas

Is when you know who cares

When you're underwater

Pain pills and bottles

Remind you you're still there

Why are my bones

Feeling like glass?

Can I go home?

Can you call back?

Now I'm underwater

Reaching for the surface

Don't leave me in this bed

(A hit of) oxytocin

(A liver) full of toxins

(just to) get me through the day

(A hit of) oxytocin

(A liver) full of toxins

(just to) get me through the day

(A hit of) oxytocin

(A liver) full of toxins

(just to) get me through the day