Left the Streets

My ex thinks I'm crazy, said I've lost my mind

And how I left the streets way too quick and I shoulda took some time

And you go through heartbreak, you gotta take a break

'Cause of the effects of the shit, it could be make-or-break

I got trust issues galore, it's true, I shouldn't date

She's probably right, being alone's some shit I really hate

My career and my lil man, so much that's on my plate

And nowadays, everybody wanna take, take, take

I look around and everybody just look fake, fake, fake

I know my destination, this my lane, I'm going straight, straight, straight

Shawty told me, "Anytime you win, they're gonna hate, hate, hate"

Get rich or get recalled like Fred said, this is fate, fate, fate

Gotta hit these sales before studio, it might make me late

I just told Dez, "Cook me a new one", and he don't make me wait

Forty-four on me's the only time that I may be safe

I used to trust that bitch with my whole life but she got shady traits

When bro called and told me that Rec died, it was a crazy day

Shawty hate, I'd rather just stay in the crib and do takeaways

I can't go on walks with my son no more, nah, I'm way too bait

I know the feds still out here fishing but I can't take the bait

How I ain't blow up, the hostel having the same debate

They say they're real but as a real one, no cap, I don't relate

Remember when the pressure was bussing but now I'm proper straight

I might put a baby in shawty next time she ovulates

So much shit got charged to the game, no complaining bro

Management think that I'm blackballed too, they don't say it though

**** been screaming, "It's team shit", but they don't play a role

The cost of being boss is expensive but I still pay it though

I just touched road all popped down, I'm tryna make some dough

Everybody saying, "One step at a time, just take it slow"

Bro just got life for a murder, I told him, "Hold your head

Smoking weed daily in jail, that shit will toast your bread

Tryna maintain a relationship's gonna cause you stress"

Mum wanna know if I'm good, I say, "Yeah, course I'm bless"

Deep down, this shit's really burning and the feeling's raw

No cap, my head's just hurting soon as they close my door

I'ma get paid every day long as the Henny pours

My kid can never take up this lifestyle, that's what I do it for

Shawty wanna rock with me right now, she said she can't help it

But I ain't in the right mind frame and it feels selfish

When you step outta that place, you just feel worthless

Got my four-four in the rave but I'm still nervous