Hot Summer Night, Pt. 1

I don't have trouble drinking

I just have trouble drinking like normal adults do

If I still drank then I would drink

Like the summer that I graduated highschool

Vodka in my basement, 8 people passed out in my bed

The night when Kourtney fell out of the treehouse

And we all thought she was dead

And we're all going to hell for all the jokes that haven't aged well

And if we ever lose ourselves try retracing our steps

Where haven't we looked yet

And we've all moved on now

Yeah we all live our separate lives

But I became who I am by shedding my skin on those hot summer nights

I don't miss the good old days

I don't miss any certain time or place

I just miss the headspace of not having to care about anything at all

Cause we were 17 and we thought that we knew everything and

Now I'm 27 I feel like I know nothing

I guess that's part of growing

I guess that's part of growing

I guess that's part of growing

I don't have trouble sleeping

I just have trouble sleeping when I'm supposed to

I sleep in late cause I stay up late watching videos

Of my friends playing music on youtube

Cause I miss them when I'm at home

And I miss being on the road

And when I close my eyes it's 6am

And we're dancing in my bedroom singing

We're all going to hell, our hopelessness just hasn't aged well

And if we ever lose ourselves try retracing our steps

Where haven't we looked yet

And I can't wait to get to hell, it's gonna be one big giant party

A summer night in Staten Island, naked and dancing

Just don't start without me